autumn-ember-7

365 Things I Love About You 1. I love how you always make me smile 2. I love how you always make me laugh 3. I love the way you inspire me. 4. I love how cute and adorable you can be 5. I love the kindness that you show 6. I love how I can always be there for you 7. I love how you can always there for me. 8. I love how you stand up for the things you believe in 9. I love how open-minded you are 10. I love your gentleness with me 12. I love how you take my breath away. 13. I love thinking about you 14. I love how sweet you make my dreams 15. I love hearing your laughter 16. I love it when you smile 17. I love you still when you

1. it's okay to fall in love. i mean, they tell you you're never going to marry your high school sweetheart and i'm not going to tell you it's a lie because it's not. you guys will probably break up and it's gonna hurt like hell but you'll be okay. remember, you are not the only one who has felt loneliness like a knife, the only one to know the pain of lungs collapsing because they were your air, and you will never be the only one who whispered "i love you" two lives too soon. you will not be the last one to have tucked hair behind their ear and leaned in for a kiss or the last one to wake up reaching for a hand that's no longer there. b

she'll hold him tight tonight and dread the coming mo(u)rning

We're going to try something new Eating our meals, and swallowing each bite, Not hiding the chewed up remains under our tongue, And not making ourselves vomit through the night. We're going to try something new, Bringing the liquor down from our lips, Not turning to the alcohol for comfort, Until the addiction rips. We're going to try something new, Throwing away the needles, the pins, and the blades Not searching underneath our skin for emotion, Watching the wounds and the scars fade. We're going to try something new, Darling, I challenge you, I dare you. We're going to try something new... Darling, Why does that scare you?

we are the best at exploiting weakness. the night you took a scalpel to my chest & fed my heart to the stars, you told me i could hate you if i needed to. with an exorcism i tried to cast you out of my body.   i was contorted limbs: the language of tongues trying to find myself in the cosmos of lit kerosene fingertips, & the kinds of habits that only choke me at 3am - when my eyes aren’t yet heavy enough for sleep; my mind tells me to do awful things. between fucking & i-don’t-know-who-i-am- anymore, you are the calories in the mathematical equation scribbled &     scratched out of me. i think of shy moons an

    I am the buyer and seller of souls.  I’ve bought them all and I sold you yours.  For the world must run like the gears of a clock, and sometimes you tick or sometimes you tock, but everything given will be taken away and for every silence kept, a word must be said.    Naturally, you must assume there is cost.  For everything gained, a penny is lost; of course this life can be no different--when the check arrives, you must pay the difference.  But not all who ride on the sunday train pay the same price to get out of the rain: a king’s ransom might obtain far, far less than the pauper’s cheap pain.    Your father paid

You're anorexic if you're thin You're not? Then you're obese. If you're different, you're insane You're not? Then you're a fake. If you're happy, you're hiding something. You're not? You must be emo. If you're dating, you're a slut. You're not? You must have no friends. If you're popular, you're a jerk. You're not? You're a nobody. If you're quiet, you must be disabled. You're not? You obnoxious freak. If you're you, you're wrong. You're not? Then you must be perfect.

Sensual Torture: You are but a simple pawn; Caught in a maelstrom of ill feelings and turmoil. You were not meant to be here - But unfortunately, here you are my friend... Now then, I do not wish to drag this out; There is no purpose in badgering someone who knows so little. However - without your confession - I'm afraid that I would not know whom I should share my - pleasures with... Though I'm certain that you will be sharing plenty... Of course, it will probably be a poor idea to make you scream, At least not while I'm still enjoying your fear. Instead we'll begin with a simple agony; A quick taste of your pain to whet my appe